Refrection on my video.

First,  I spoke too slowly. I hesistated to speak many time. In front of video, I was shy and I couldn't speak well. I hope to get better than this forward.
Second, my speech is not organized well. The story sounds kinds of ridiculous. I wanted to talk about my husband but it seems like story about my mom and me.
The most worse problem is about my confidence... It's going to be hard, but I will have confidence in my speech, even though I am not good at english.